Tuesday, April 6, 2010

unbetterme

awaken 
these perceptions of me
not the better me 
not the evil me
let me see the me
 with you
the me 
without you
rebirth these bones to life
enriching these limbs to sweetness
lengthening the reach of inspiration
clevering the way
purify reasonings
justify like noon day
show me your action
your deed
your integrity towards me
show me your activity
your vigor
you advancing forward
simple path
strait 
and 
fine
no 
tip 
toeing 
towards mine
show me your stride
your reach
your fight
purify my life
refine my sight
my perceptions
my mind
where you look is 
what you see
please be with me
completely
so that 
when they look 
they don't see me
khristen







unsleep



What is this thing that haunts me while i sleep..
It lingers too long and asks...
toomuchofme.....
My thoughts run over... 
eachother.......
The couch holds my security..
withinit’sbend.....
Wake me before morning...
isnotwhatidesire
Restless sundays....
alwaysthesame
Put your mind away...
Set your dreams for a different day...
Your worries for better way...
Quit thinking about what you’ll say...
It’s not time to play... (dumb cat)
Take a deep breath.. Everything is ok.
No mind
No will
No arms
No breath
Think on Him and flowers and Love.. the cross and rest...peace.. rest... His eyes.. His hands.. His word.. Oh not too much for your desires will wake you again... 
just sleep and rest.. sleep and rest ... sleep and rest... -khristen (Aug. 09)