HE'S THE COOLEST KID I KNOW!! :)

disappointments

Appointments broken

expectations stolen...

awaywithlackofcare

appointmentssdi- i should have never made them

I should have left my schedule blank with nothing

no expectation no appointments no excitement of agenda

my appointment with your character should have never been made

my appointment with your love should never been thought of

my appointment with you... never happened.

Therefore i am left with no appointment which very well can’t be a DISappointment

or can it?

-khristen

new day

New days shining in my eyes

so bright now it’s hard to find

... my shades.

Will you let this continue... 

even through rainy days and all the gray.

Black and white so hard to find

with the sun in my eyes.

Please let this gaze continue...

Let me see past the lies.

Let my fix be so in tune

That you penetrate through me.

Exposing, illuminating, with out me even knowing.

Take my heart... keep it...

Surround it in truth and peace.

Bring gentleness my way.

Please come and stay.

My insides scream for Your will

For my will to be saved and be still.... before you.

Silently i weep for those who are unsettled... unknowing.

Make yourself known

-khristen

CLANG

Clanging symbols spread like a disease

Murder/abuse brings me to my knees

My response to this nonchalant attack

Face down...(screaming).....

Let love COVER

Let love ENDURE

Let love HOPE

Let love BELIEVE

LOVE COVERS A MULTITUDE OF SINS-

-khristen

tunnel vision

Wrapped up in all i can see

UNLEASH ME!!!

Free me from this self-centered destruction.

It creeps behind following me to my dreams.

Poisoning all.. the dim glass grows dimmer.

Where did all desire go? to the clouds i suppose...

That’s where I left it all.... In faith i thought or maybe fear... 

What would you have me DO? 

I know there is nothing...

Doing only wraps me tighter in frustration. 

Teach me satisfaction as YOU know it.

Give me eyes to see color as you taste it. 

To smell love. To be love. To give you. 

How do i give you to someone else 

when i do not know how to take you for myself. 

Ah... To give you. To give myself. To give.

 -khristen

the rest of the world... (CH. 4.. Friend or Foe -Public Humiliation vs Public Opportunity)

You look at me.
What do you see?
A girl that use to be pretty…?
 They look at me.
What is their thought?
That girl got bought?
 He looks at me.
What does he say?
It was a good lay?
 You look at me.
What do you believe?
What I present for you to see…?
 I look at me.
What do I present?
Fear…?  Faith…?  Love…?  Resentment…?
-khristen