peevishme

remembering peevish me in heartbreak land

wondering if you were really my friend

your voice gentle but seemed so harsh then

reiterated that I was the child and You were the parent

you have always had a way of speaking so clear

especially when i didn't want to hear

God of the universe and even you could not please me

lost in my own need

consumed with my own well being

never realizing You had me

always protecting

You looked past my limited vision

my sight could only see condition

peevish me completely disobedient 

spoiled, ungrateful of Your goodness

willing to settle for expedience

burdened by past moments

peevish me forgetting your richness

joy brands these trials

my wholeness glorifies...

your name

today you remind me of that old day

when my heart and hurts felt the same

you remind me

of the promise you made

today you call me by a new name

DELIGHTED, i am in You

PLEASED to say the least.

your promises are brand new

and my desire is found in You

 

this morning you played me a song

you whispered in my ear

and called me by name

you spoke your written word back to me

this time full circling

showed me your promise

sealing it with your guarantee

you have placed that seal on my heart

i love you .. thank you for your patience

-khristen