ramblings...

lord, i love that we can approach you with all things. thankyou for handling my stuff and being my daddy.thankyou for waking me up and hanging out with me. thanks for singing your songs

over me while i sleep. thanks for good friends and good plans.  you always know how to make me smile. always sending some random person to deliver your messages of love. lol

thank you for loving me.  thank you for the gifts you have given me this week.  they made my day.  thanks for giving me the desires of my heart this week and i didn't realize it til you clued me in early this morning.. lol.. we are so selfish, lord. Forgive me for being so self-centered and about my own way. so worried that things will never turn out as i hope. so afraid to be disappointed. wanting to control my life so that i can have what i think i deserve..?? lol.. that's hilarious. my disappointments come when my hope is set in anything but you.. when will this soul truly learn that you know me better than i know myself. that you ARE the author of my life, the creator of my desires, and the mender of my dreams... these are my rants and ramblings to you, daddy. hope you don't mind me sharing with my friends.  love-khristen