(Brutally honest, completely sick Heart weeping, over you again Wondering why you continue Please shut your mouth..Your words so empty, your actions routine Routine like a melody that's not only played over in me but formed parts of me. Would you please! WAKE and SEE! That you HAVE and ALWAYS WILL DIRECTLY E/Affect me!
I've prayed in patience and unconditionally continued. You wreck the hearts of your immediates. The one's you have never known, but have always been there. The one's that have gone on in-spite of your lack of care. The one's that loved you when you weren't willing to share... your life with. Did you ever think. There might be a day. When we would grow up and have new days?? Did you ever consider that if you weren't looking for someone else to blame.. that maybe just maybe NONE of this would be this way! theend)
There is a man i know so well
He lives deep down past this broken-worn shell.
Three AM's torment his dreams
Waking the remembrance of who he could be
Addictions numb his fear of tomorrow
Excuses justify no memories
Yesterdays are all that's left
Within this poor man's hands this poor man's chest
Bottom of bottoms still you somehow squander
Highest, height sits the words you vomit
Lost soul please find your way
Lost soul before it's too late
Lost soul there is a man inside
A spirit man full of life
Waiting to be woken up
waiting for the exchange
Exchange - vomit for confession
justification for repentance
pride for forgiveness
He waits for you, sweet soul of a man i see
He waits for your love, sweet love from the man that could be
He waits for you.
i wait for HIM to have HIS way with you
God have your way -khristen
This is a bit darker than your usual, but still severely powerful. I also love how it ends. Instead of a wish for bad luck, you wish for a change..beautiful.
ReplyDeleteKhristen I am praying for you about this! I know it is so very hard to keep up your awesomeness but as usual you do!
ReplyDeleteYeah Micah.. i got some bad news yesterday... this was what was in me.. it's broken but it moves me still. Reminds me of the girl that gets up to sing that sounds HORRIBLE but the effort and passion still moves the people who see past the sound. :)
ReplyDeleteTara, thank you for being my friend.
Khristen... this is very powerful! I love it more than you know! I love the pre-letter... "the one's you have never know, but have always been there." that's good my friend... and i'm afraid it's true for more than just this "man"... but many many of them. I am so thankful for my girls and their future for who their's is...
ReplyDeletethat was from me... (stacey) wasn't sure how to post it with right!
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