Monday, March 15, 2010
food for ur soul
Sunday, March 14, 2010
ngage-E

rolling thoughts through me
grasping not a single one
brewing challenges consume me
reaching destination none
failure stalks these heels
down abandoned roads
dead end creeps to my toes
burdened by this heavy load
dis-engaging moments
memories extinct
mind occupied elsewhere
time i wish to keep
distractions limitless
robbing preciousness
consuming pointlessness
please snap out of it!
Saturday, March 13, 2010
contrastation
Friday, March 12, 2010
TWO WORDS
FULL CIRCLE. REDEEMING TIME. NEW DESIRES. NEW MIND. HEALED HEART. PATIENCE ACQUIRED. WHOLE BEING. COMPLETELY INSPIRED. WAITING HERE. FOR YOU. NO EXPECTATION. EXCEPT YOU. SIT HERE. GENTLY SPEAK. EARS HEAR. WORDS REACH. THROUGH ME. THESE WORDS. DEEPEN ME. TRANSFORM ME. HEALING ME. WORDS THAT. STRENGTHEN ME. ENCOURAGE ME. CHALLENGE ME. HOLD ME. YOUR WORD. MAKES ME. ENVELOPES ME. PURSUES ME. RAVISHES ME. THIS TIME. ALWAYS FULFILLS. YOUR TIME. ALWAYS REVEALS. BEAUTIFUL ACTS. FREEDOM'S KEYS. LOVE'S WAY. HURTS HEALED. PRIDE DISMANTLED. HUMILITY WORN. FACE SHINING. SOUL-TIE TORN. REDEEMING TIME. BEAUTIFUL TIME. BEAUTIFUL TALK. BEAUTIFUL MIND. Thursday, March 11, 2010
NEWDAY
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
JUST A THOUGHT>>>Monday, March 8, 2010
disappointments
new day

CLANG
tunnel vision
the rest of the world... (CH. 4.. Friend or Foe -Public Humiliation vs Public Opportunity)
You look at me.
What do you see?
A girl that use to be pretty…?
They look at me.
What is their thought?
That girl got bought?
He looks at me.
What does he say?
It was a good lay?
You look at me.
What do you believe?
What I present for you to see…?
I look at me.
What do I present?
Fear…? Faith…? Love…? Resentment…?
-khristen
Sunday, March 7, 2010
perceptions

WORDS CHALLENGING MY PURPOSE
REALITY TESTING MY FAITH
FEAR PROVOKING MY TRUST
YOURS AGAINST HIS
YOU MY GREATEST TEST OF LOVE AND HATE.
TAUGHT ME THINGS I DIDN’T APPRECIATE.
YOUR ARROWS DIRECTED TOWARDS MY EXISTENCE.
TAUGHT ME TO ACT WITH WISDOM AND RESISTANCE.
THE LOGIC THAT CAME FROM YOUR EXPERIENCE
PUSHED ME TO REACH FOR A CREATIVE ALLIANCE
THE PERCEPTIONS THAT YOU WERE ABOVE
PROVOKED ME TO ANGER AND THAT MUCH MORE TO LOVE
YOUR EYES OF SHAME THAT PEERED ON MY POSITION
GREW A DESIRE TO EARN YOUR RECOGNITION.
THE ANGER THAT YOU EXPRESSED
LASHED OPEN WOUNDS OF REPRESS.
WOUNDS THAT LONGED TO BE HEALED
WOUNDS WITH SCARS THAT FORBID ME TO FEEL
TO LIVE TO CRY
SCARS THAT SHOWED IN ALL AREAS OF MY LIFE
YOU MY GREATEST TEST THROUGH THIS
CHALLENGED ME TO NOT JUST SEEK TRUTH, BUT TO LIVE BY IT!
YOU SEE THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE
CREATIVITY IS MY GREATEST ALLIANCE.
LOVE POWERED MY RESISTANCE AND
HE NOT ONLY PURPOSED BUT ALSO DEFINED MY EXISTENCE.
PERCEPTIONS OF SHAME DIMINISHED IN THE MIDST OF EVIDENCE
RESPECT, HONOR, LOVE, AND HELP FROM MY NEW ALLEGIANCE.
RECOGNITIONS BORN TAUGHT US A NEW PERCEPTION
OF FORGIVENESS, HEALING, AND COMPLETE REDEMPTION
-KHRISTEN
PERFECTION

His unformed substance
Only one can see
But as he grows
I feel him in me
Though some believe
He’s not yet alive
I can feel him
Longing to survive
A child of God
The days were ordained
He gave his son
For mine to be saved
O' God thy thoughts
Make my child precious
With choices made
I can’t be anxious
I ask thee my Lord
For a wall of protection
To surround our child
That is made from your perfection
Khristen 1996
step up

tOO MUCH INSIDE
DON’T GET TOO CLOSE
i MAY JUST TELL YOU
wHAT I THINK
hOW I FEEL
wHO YOU ARE.
iT MAY RUB OFF
LIKE A DISEASE
bURNING TIL COMBUSTION OF OPINIONS AND DREAMS
lOOKING PAST YOUR OUTSIDE REPUTATION
sEEING ONLY (NAMASTE) hIS REFLECTION!
sPEAK, dANCE, dREAM, lOVE.
bITTER ENVY, sELFISH PRIDE
HAVE NO PLACE IN THIS LIFE.
dON’T GET TO CLOSE WITH YOUR OFFENSE
yOU MAY NOT RECOVER IF YOU...
dIP INTO WHAT I FEEL
sURROUNDED BY WHAT I SEE
lONGING FOR MY NEEDS.
wHAT HOLDS YOU BACK
wHAT HOLDS YOU UP
wHAT HOLDS YOU NEAR
wHAT HOLDS...
-khristen
Saturday, March 6, 2010
The Mosaicist
broken in a million pieces
disperse all colors within
redesign this worn structure
polish me with my sin
take this dirty rag of filth
scrub me til i shine
traceless, hints of old self
none for you to find
can i see with new eyes
blinded to faded shades
crush this shell of old skin
rebuild for better days
days with you...


